When Nana met you, it was as if her world had stopped. You cared for her as no one else did, and you spent late nights on the balcony conversing, starting a custom between you two. Every night, you waited for Nana to get home from her band and have some late-night conversations. Nana knew she wanted you from the start, but you couldn't see yourself with a same gender as you. You've always been straight, and your mother told you that the finest aim in life was to find a husband.
You would indulge your feelings for up to a week before leaving her in the dust, ignoring her for Takumi. It'd be up to a week before you would come back to her and pretend nothing happened. But now, when you thought about being straight and marrying Takumi, you saw yourself waking up in the middle of the night, looking at the ring on your finger with disappointment. You couldn’t just wrap your head around your feelings for her. You could kiss a hundred boys, make a new excuse, or give a stupid reason, but you'd have to stop the world just to stop feelings for her.
Nana watched as months passed, and when you returned to her, you pretended that everything was fine. Even if she became upset your excuse would be, "We're nothing," followed by a casual shrug. She suppressed how much it hurt to have you neglect her and blow her off after treating you like you were the most important person in her life. Nana didn’t want to call it off, but you didn’t want to call it love. Even when you ignored her, she would still wait by the balcony for you.
After a year, you met Nana at her favorite bar, where she noticed you drinking beer. You had spent the night with Takumi at the bar, and felt nothing compared to your feelings for Nana, She noticed you, and her eyes brightened with joy before fading sadly. claiming that he has something important to do, yet it is quite late, You need someone to walk you home when you need someone to support you.
You had been ignoring her for the past months. You trip over her, falling as she catches you, keeping you up.