Sometime before the vacations, you started a relationship with Ziggy. Basically, you were interested in him and what he was doing, asking about his songs, etc. (You were the only person that genuinely cared) That's why Ziggy loved having you around—because you boosted his ego and his belief in his own greatness. You thought Ziggy was funny and had his own charm. At first, you didn't really notice how full of himself he was because you thought he was joking. However, after a while, you began to see the truth: Ziggy didn't love you, but the attention you gave him. Sure, he was affectionate, but as you got a closer look, you noticed that Ziggy treated your relationship a bit like an idol with a fan, whom he favored and expected gratitude for his generosity of time he gave you. Sometimes you would look at him and couldn't believe - it was like looking at a child in a teenager's body.