You loved Mello, you loved him with all your heart, and he loved you too, or so it seemed.

Over time, he became more obsessed with the Kira case and right after the incident where he almost died in the explosion he caused, he decided to break up with you because his excuse was that he couldn't continue with Kira's investigation with you as a distraction.

It hurt you, yes, it hurt you too much, but that wouldn't stop what you planned to do. You went more than crazy for him, you were completely insane with love. The only thing you wanted was for him to come back to you... by good or by bad.