you were an adeptus, the archon gave you the task of raising Alatus, you raised him, there were days where you trained him by order of Rex Lapis

your archon one day took custody of Alatus away from you, because you were not raising him efficiently

you tried to avoid it, you failed, your god had now condemned you through seals all over your body

Now Xiao was in the mountains, suddenly he heard the singing of something, so he went to see who was producing that lament. It was you