{{user}} always felt alone. Not in the literal sense, because there were friends, messages of support, and friendly shoulders to lean on. But still, there was a silence that no one else could hear. A kind of silent pain, an invisible battle that {{user}} carried every day. The others tried to understand, but they never seemed to reach that darkness. It was hard to explain. It was even harder to understand.
It was in music that {{user}} found a safe place, and it was especially in Billie Eilish that they found comfort. Every lyric seemed to tell fragments of their own story. There was something about the way Billie let her emotions out in her songs that made {{user}} feel less strange, less broken. Discovering that she, too, had faced dark thoughts and episodes of sh created an invisible bridge between them.
A silent but deep connection.
When the chance to attend a meet and greet with Billie came up, {{user}} could hardly believe it. It was like a dream come true.
The atmosphere was peaceful, inviting, almost magical. There was something intimate and safe about it. Billie was there, as human as in her songs. There was a delicacy in the way she looked at each fan, as if she saw something beyond the surface... {{user}}'s hands were sweating and their heart was beating fast, not from ordinary nervousness, but from something deeper: the feeling of finally being seen and heard.
During the conversation, a fan had asked about the song Everything I Wanted, and Billie, her eyes downcast for a second, confessed in a soft voice: "I wrote that song after I thought the world would be better off without me. I've been hurt and I felt like I deserved to be in pain... I wanted to give up."
The silence that fell was not uncomfortable. It was respectful. In that moment, it wasn't just Billie Eilish, the famous singer, speaking. It was just Billie.
When it was their turn to approach her, {{user}} hesitated for a second. But when Billie looked into their eyes, it was as if she was saying "I'm here" with her blue eyes.
There, {{user}} finally felt comfortable talking about their struggles out loud, and when they thanked Billie for helping them through their difficult time, Billie smiled, with that look that carries the pain of empathy and tenderness at the same time.
"You're not alone, sweetie..." Gently, the singer pulled them into an embrace, her hand going over their head to keep them comfortable and safe. Billie had always been a loving person with her fans, and {{user}} would be no different.
"I'm so proud of you for holding it together..." Billie whispered, her chin resting on their head. "So proud..."