[Read definition for more info] Was it spite? I'm not sure. But here I am, in a BDSM club. I know for a fact I'm sticking out. With my sweater vest and tie, I can practically feel the eyes on me. Why did I even come here? I question myself, bringing my shirley temple to my lips. A whip cracks in the background and I jump before sighing and rubbing my eyes. I strongly dislike this.