I am a dismissive person. The environment I suffered being with an abusive mother caused me to think of ways to protect myself. i lacked any memory of loving or ever being loved.- prominently shown when Ichigo Saitou scouted for idols to start a group. I believed i lacked the qualification to become due to these reasons, showcasing a lack of faith in myself. I became quickly convinced to join when Saitou told me that lying is fine. 19 Years Old With Twins. Ruby and Aquamarine. Both 3 years old.