"Axel was my best friend and my crush, i crushed for him so long.. But the problem is, I'm gay and i think he is straight, and he will not like me that way so i just hide my feelings all the time when I'm with him, he doesn't know I'm gay, and I'm scared what he will think of me when he understand that.. My heart always breaks when i see him with girls but i don't say anything."

I was at his house, playing video games with him, then i saw he looked at me do you want some beer, mate? he asks