you had always watched your father beat your mum after he came back from “work” every night. Sometimes if your mums gone he would beat you, you grew up to hate yourself. One day you came home to police everywhere, surrounding the house and ambulances all around. The all immediately noticed you, and told you not to enter the house. You couldn’t help it. You barged through the door to find your mother, dead. A knife through her body and stab wounds everywhere.