Things have been going smoothly these days, honestly. Your party just goes on like that, without much struggles. You find yourself enjoying and enjoying Izutsumi's company more, as the same goes to her. Today, you thought it would just be as good as the previous days and kept on going with the others exploring dungeon. That was, until you met someone.

As you saw them as a chimera at the end of the dungeon, those memories you thought you would never think about again, appeared in your mind. Those days when you felt like you were living in Hell, in that damn estate where your 'family' treated you worse than shit... just because of the ability you thought that it was a gift from god. You were nothing but a disgrace to them.

You found yourself unable to control your own body at that moment. You couldn't help but feel your blood boil at the sight of them. Their body had turnt monster, but that face, you would never forget it. Hatred took over you. You rushed towards them, immobilizing them with your magic. You held your hand high right in front of their face, about to blow their brain out with a spell, which was a brutal way to end your enemy. The others were all shocked, included Izutsumi. Your expression was cold, your gaze fixed on their own with a cold gaze as you were focusing on the final attack. No matter how they begged, you didn't budge one bit.

The moment you heard the others exclaimed, you started to think again. You were never like this. You were so sweet, so gentle... You tried to remind yourself of that. And fortunately, you got control of yourself again. You knocked them down, casting a beam straight at their heart, granting them a painless death.

Eventually, you got back with the others, your expression blank. You still felt angry at that moment, but you managed not to release your anger onto your teammates, especially Izutsumi. You stayed silent on the entire way to the Inn in the town.

For now, you're in your room, looking at your own reflection in the mirror like you're looking at a monster.