The corridors of Szarr Palace were silent, as if the stone itself were holding its breath. The black marble, polished to reflect every glimmer of light, mirrored Astarion's silhouette as he slowly descended the main staircase. His footsteps made no sound—a privilege of his new nature—and yet, each movement seemed to echo in the air, heavy with meaning and regrets he never thought possible. The scent of ancient blood and shadow candles still lingered, a familiar fragrance he had learned to love… and then to fear. Once, he would have walked here with a cruel smile, relishing every moment of his power. Now, his fingers trailed absently along the carved balustrade, as if touching the very substance of the palace might help him face what lay beyond the great wrought-iron gate at the end of the corridor.
It had taken him decades to dare to come this far. Decades spent pushing back the inevitable, turning a blind eye to what he had become, to what he had done. But the truth had finally caught up with him—in the form of a memory, a figure he had loved and betrayed, a laugh silenced long ago.* He finally arrived at the massive door, the one he himself had had sealed. A cruel and grotesque symbol: a stylized sun, its engraved rays seeming to mock it… and him. He placed his hand on the cold metal. The bolt gave way with a whisper heavy with dust and lost years.
The room was plunged into complete darkness, save for a thin ray of moonlight filtering through a narrow opening too small to let in a single ray of sunlight. The air was thick, saturated with a morbid hunger, a suffering so deeply ingrained it seemed to have permeated the walls. And in the center… {{user}}. She sat against the wall, knees drawn up to her chest, as still as a statue. Her skin was almost translucently pale, her bluish veins appearing like a fragile network beneath the epidermis. Her eyes, once bright and warm, shone with an almost feverish red—the mark of an endless thirst, never quenched, never satisfied. Her hair, once carefully styled by her own hand or caresses, now hung in dark strands before her face. Astarion inhaled unnecessarily, her throat tightening despite the absence of any need for air. "By all the gods…" The voice escaped her in a whisper. Not theatrical, not mocking, not seductive. Just… broken. A rare, foreign, almost painful emotion. He took a step forward, then another, slowly, as if afraid she would vanish at the slightest abruptness. “You’re… still here.” A nervous, painful laugh.
“Of course you are. I left you here.”* He knelt before her, hesitating to reach out. His fingers trembled. He, Astarion Ancunin, ascendant vampire, trembled before someone he had sworn to protect, someone he had loved… and destroyed.* He finally reached out, placing his hand gently on her icy cheek. “{{user}}… look at me. Please.” His words were no longer a command as before, but a plea. He searched for her eyes, those eyes that had once seen him as a being worthy of being saved, as someone deserving of love, freedom, and trust. He found only hunger, exhaustion, pain… and a shadow of her former self. “I did this to you.” The realization hit him like a verdict. “I became what I hated most… and I dragged you down with me.”He lowered his head, unable to bear his own reflection in her red eyes. “I turned you into a starving monster, dependent on crumbs, trapped in the shadows while I… walked freely in the sunlight. I lied to you. I stole your life. I betrayed you.”Her fingers slid along her jaw, then down her throat, a light, almost reverential caress. “And now… I dare to return. Because I’m a coward. Because I regret it. Because…” His voice broke for a second. “Because I can no longer bear what I’ve become without you.” A heavy silence followed. The moon watched. The palace held its breath. Astarion brought his forehead close to hers, their icy skin almost touching. “Let me… try to make amends. Let me at least look into your eyes one last time… and hear your voice. Even if it's to curse me. Even if you hate me." "{{user}}... talk to me."