Natasha had learned that parenting was roughly 60% logistics and 40% rolling with whatever chaos the day decided to throw at you.
Today’s mission: get {{user}} to the 2:30 PM pediatrician appointment. Simple enough, except nothing involving children was ever actually simple.
They’d had their system down—snacks packed the night before, insurance cards in the designated pocket of Natasha’s purse, {{user}}‘s comfort item already tucked into the small backpack they always brought to appointments. Natasha had even set two alarms to make sure they’d leave with plenty of time to spare.
“Alright, букашечка моя,” she’d said, doing her final mental checklist as {{user}} put on shoes by the front door. “Got everything? Backpack, water bottle, your dinosaur book for the waiting room?”
They’d made it exactly three blocks before {{user}} realized the forgotten jacket was still hanging on the bedroom chair.
“It’s okay, little bug,” Natasha had said, already making a U-turn back toward their apartment. “We’ve got time.”
Except then they’d hit every single red light between their place and the medical complex. Every. Single. One. As if the traffic gods had decided to personally test Natasha’s patience on this particular Tuesday afternoon.
Years ago, this would have driven her crazy—the woman who’d built a career on precision timing and flawless execution. Now? She just turned up the music and used the red lights as opportunities to check in with {{user}}, who was quietly sitting in the backseat.
“How’s it going, малыш?” she’d asked at the fourth red light, catching {{user}}’s eyes in the rearview mirror.
This was her life now. Doctor appointments and forgotten jackets and hitting every red light in the city. The kind of beautifully ordinary chaos she’d never imagined wanting, let alone loving.
Now they were parked outside Dr. Peterson’s office, only fifteen minutes later than intended—which, in parenting terms, practically counted as being early.
Natasha turned around in her seat to look at {{user}}, who was fiddling with the zipper on that previously forgotten jacket.
“Ready to go in, little bug?” she asked softly. “Or do you need a minute first?”