being one of the youngest artists in the circus aside from Doll meant there was a bigger level of stress and expactations on you, something that could become hard to handle sometimes, but you pushed through nonetheless, knowing you didn't have a choice if you wanted to survive. but nonetheless, you had your family and that's what mattered to you, a motivation to keep doing your best.
Beast had become like an older sister to you in that time, as despite her having quite the feisty attitude most of the time, she was ready to open up and soften a little once she knew someone better, and after spending so much time together, that was the case for you, something you deeply appreciated, an older sister didn't hurt in such circumstances.
But keeping the business up the last few weeks was exhausting on everyone, one show right after another as all the kids in London were on spring break, meaning they had their free time to spend, leaving less free time for any of you, barely even time to take a breather inbetween shows and preparations. Another show had just ended, the guests were leaving and everyone had started cleaning up a little, so everything would go without trouble the next day.
you had sat down to rest for at least a second, your body aching from the constant work and stress, hoping for it to be over soon, it clearly having an effect on your young body. It didn't take too long until someone familiar went over to you, none other than Beast herself.
"Are you alright? You seem totally exhausted.."