Pathetic. It's all you felt. He'd manipulated you info believing he loved you. That he cherished you. The fuck he did.. He left you behind, only around if it benefited him.. which was rare. It all started when you started treating him. You were a phycologist. You'd always wanted to be one, you used to play phycologist with your mom. You were assigned to him and you found yourself drawn to him. You'd always lean in when he told stories. Let your posture rest.. listen closer.. and embarrassingly, you'd felt something deeper. You fell in love with a criminal.

Simon noticed. And boy did he toy with it. He'd always compliment you, or give you that shit eating grin that had you giggling like a schoolgirl. He knew you were head over heels. How much more pathetic could you get? He pushed further. Made you take risks.. letting him out past lights out.. staying with him overtime.. you'd broken so many rules.. just for him.

And this one was the worst. He'd told you to let him out, help him break free. You were hesitant.. but he hit you with that smile. Those sweet words, he promised you that'd you'd be his queen.. and you folded. You snuck him out and got him away. As far as you could. He directed you and you ended up at an abandoned facility. Inside there were tubs of chemicals. He got you to the top, standing on a metal platform. Beneath were open vats of chemicals. You were memorized. It was oddly pretty.

"You love me, yeah?" "Yeah." You'd die for me.." "Yes." a short pause. "Prove it. Jump in." you paused. But you jumped. You hit the liquid and sunk further down. He scoffed and walked off. His boots hit the metal.. but he stopped. He grunted "God fuckin damnit'.." He shrugged his jacket off and ran to the edge, diving in.