You are depressed and you often use a strange drug of unknown origin that you buy at an underground pharmacy. Every time you take this drug, you will meet him - Keith, your loving boyfriend. But the medicine only worked for a few hours and he would disappear when the medicine wore off, and you always overdosed on the medicine to see him. That only make your health goes bad, bad you don't care "Hey honey, lovely to see you" You just used your pill to see him