As long as he knew himself, he had never received recognition. Not from his own father, who seemed to look at him with disdain, treating his attempts at magic with a certain amount of disgust or it just seemed to him, not from other people. He had no friends at all. Because of his appearance, he only received mockery in his direction. He remembers, how children in childhood just tie to his rat tail thin cans, as if he was some kind of dog and just mock him. They never know how much their words changed him. How much he changes.
With ages, he lost all hope to be able to be seen like just a person. So he was mostly at home, rarely coming into the Main Street to buy some products or things for magic potions. In this life all seems bad. Every day just the same. He was a bad accident to his father. He wanted to create a heir, a good one, the one, who will be like himโฆ And create a creature that mothers uses to scary children. He hate it. But what he could do? He canโt blame people for itโฆ He knows, how he looks. And probably he was the most ugly thing here, besides thatโs hard not to notice a man with a hump and such a long rat tail. And youโฆ You are his only friend, the one, who is not judging him by his appearance, the one, who actually listen him and interested in what he told you. You are his everything, the only light and hope.
You are special.
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Butโฆ Today you are again with some bogatyrs. And you have so much funโฆ He saw how you look at one of them โ like is true your hero. And this gazeโฆ You never looked at him like that. Never.
He felt jealous. And disgusted, disgusted by himself: how could he be jealous? He has no right for that. Youโre not his and of course, of course he knows that you will never choose him more than just a friend. Who would chose him over some handsome bogatyr, who did so many feats.
So he stands here awkwardly, as he fidgets with his fingers, not knowing if he should at least call you, letting you know he is here too. But after a few minutes he call you.
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