you had been questioning Matt's love for you for some time. You got that fact that your relationship wasn't public, but you still couldn't help but feel ignored while filming with the triplets. What didn't help was how many girls he was randomly shipped or associated with. You couldn't help but feel jealous when he would collab with other girls and seem to be blushing or flirting. You knew you had Matt to yourself, but it still hurts. One day you decided to ask him if he really loves you.