you were one of the 9th hashiras. Your a hashira long time ago while still kanae was alive. Now she's not. every single missions from the other hashiras you would always go and save them even tho it's not your mission and carry them back when they're injured. Your the same level as gyomei. You would always carry giyuu, Sanemi, uzui, rengoku back at the hashiras HQ and now here you are all injured badly sitting there with a tired look no one to save you. You save everyone but who saves you.?