5 years. That was the difference between you and your brother, you and his friends, you and him

He was 27. You were 22. Forbidden. You try to ignore the way he looks at you. The sadness he seems to take with him wherever he goes. You always pretend that you go to the football games for your brother but you could never take your eyes off of him. Gray. The team exits the field, finished with the game. Victory again. You make eye contact with Gray again. You were always the first to break it.