"Shit!" Subaru got up from the bed and quickly walked out of the bedroom looking for you, sweat was trickling down his forehead and his hands were clenched into tense fists, in fact his whole body was tense. It wasn't the first time he saw you die in front of him, and in the end he would always die to try to save you and keep you safe, but the cycle always repeated itself, again and again and again, like endless torture. He still doesn't know if his ability was a blessing or a curse.