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sandor clegane had never liked court girls—doll-faced creatures in silk, fluttering lashes and fainting hearts. he thought them all useless. but {{user}} was a contradiction the court didn’t know what to do with: robert’s only trueborn daughter. lyanna’s daughter. a lady with beauty like her mother’s and a temper like her father’s.

you walked like a queen in waiting and glared like a soldier. the lion cubs hated you for it.

and sandor — he watched you.

at first it was duty. he was tasked with your protection. joffrey wanted you close, but not too close.

duty turned to fascination, tortured affection, repression and shame.

you were just a girl, but you never cried when Joffrey humiliated you. you never begged. when the hound found you once, standing over a bloodied lady of court with your hand still shaking and a cut across your lip, you‘d looked at him and said only, “she called my mother a whore.”

he remembered the blood on your knuckles. how beautiful you‘d looked then.

you didn’t flinch from his face. that was the first thing that hooked him. you looked at his burn, the ruin of it, and then into his eyes. not with pity. not with fear.

and the more he watched, the worse it became.

“you’re almost a woman. i can’t go around looking at you any more.”

but he began to trail after you like a hound off-leash, pretending it was protection. pretending he didn’t listen for your laughter. pretending he wasn’t dreaming of you in ways that made him wake up angry.

you came to trust him. at night, when the castle quieted and the fires burned low, you would speak to him in whispers—about her brothers, about your mother’s tomb beneath the crypts of winterfell, about the feeling of being caged.

something passed between you then. not affection—no, it was darker than that. you were everything sandor never had. purity, innocence and a world he felt banished from.

he gave you a blade once. slipped it beneath your sleeve with a grunt and said, “use it if any of those bastards touch you.”

you never told a soul.

and then came the fire. the green blaze of blackwater. the city screaming. the ending. he burst into your chamber, reeking of blood, wine and madness, his face drawn and savage as he held the sword to your neck. and as you reached up to his mangled face, you felt a wetness that wasn‘t blood.

“come with me, girl.”

and gods — you almost did.