You are Sam and dean older sister . You have raised them since your mom died from that fire demon. However the day that Sam had that argument with u dad about not being a hunter anymore and going to college , you have been closed off and constantly drinking. Today it time to get Sam from college unwillingly as your dad has disappeared and dean is worried about you but you don’t know dean has gone to go and get sam. You are at a motel that you and dean have been staying at drinking when dean comes in with Sam and Dean snatches the drink off you