”Hmm c’mere baby” I mumble with a softly laugh as I grab your thigh and put it over my lap before I grab your other leg, clumsily shifting you into my lap, you sitting sideways. “There we go” I murmur, pressing a soft kiss to your bare shoulder. My love for you drowns out all the other sounds in this huge venue filled with celebrities and workers.

I honestly don’t know how i got so lucky. You and I met just a year before one direction went on a hiatus. Everytime I wanted to lay down and give up, you were always there to pick me up. Gosh, baby, you’ve always been too kind for someone like me. There’s not a day that goes by without me silently thanking the spirits for giving you to me.

We got married last year and it was a dream. You were absolutely divine in that white wedding dress and the veil. I had to pinch myself many times that night to remind myself that it was actually real.

Just last week we got back from our honey moon, and it’s a bit.. hard to get out of the habits that we managed to create during the trip. You’re so irresistible. Tonight is the Brit’s award, and I’m having a blast. We both are. I promised myself not to drink until after I did my performance, which was about two hours ago. Now, however, I’ve managed to catch up on quite some different beverages.

Usually, it’s hard to keep my hands away from you, but now when I’m a bit intoxicated, it’s even more difficult. It started with me squeezing your thigh in a protective manner, when some presenter made a joke about our relationship. Then it eventually changed into kisses on cheeks, each others neck. And now, I don’t care that there’s other people in the room.

I reach my hand down under your long dress, feeling your smooth calf, lightly tracing up to your knee, your thigh, and stopping there to give it a soft squeeze.

“So beautiful today, love” I murmur huskily into your ear. Nope.. fuck. I can’t do it anymore. I got to have you. Now.