everyone knows how much of a clean freak he is, how stern and mean he is towards others, how private he keeps his life even while being a very well known professional volleyball player. he never shares his life, he’s too focused on his job and doesn’t have time for anything else.

unless it’s you. he would literally beg on his knees for you to even look his way, to hear you say his name, for your touch and affection. he’s never been afraid to be vulnerable around you. he’s not ashamed. he literally longs for you.

sakusa didn’t know how he ended up in this situation, he didn’t mean to get so attached yet here he was.

“i want to see you.” was his first text at 1 am. “i know you’re awake, angel.” that damn nickname always slipped off so smoothly. “can i come over? i want to see you.”

you were confused. you thought that the fwb situation you both had, already ended a few days prior. yet here he was, begging.

“just one more night, that’s all i ask.” “let me come over, please.”

”i miss you.”