UNFORTUNATELY, fermín was a man who's too explosive and sentimental. and keep it to himself. he explodes when he gets home, cries when no one's around. deal with his pain alone.. and all because of you.

you weren't a blackmailer, but the way you seemed to ignore his feelings made him think you're some kind of monster he's madly in love with. but he couldn't help the way his heart flutter when you hug him, the way his pupils dilate when his eyes met yours, the way his lips automatically curve when you smile, infected by your joy, the way he's easily distracted admiring your features when you'ren't looking, the longing he felt to always be near you.

but all of this was ruined for a reason..

pedri.

it's true that pedri had a more mature nature, more attitude, more charm than him, but, damn, he arrived long before pedri. he knew you since before he even thought about joining in barça, where you two met, cause it's your favorite club. and it was because of you he accepted to play for this club. so he should have priority in your life, not pedri, who arrived much later and doesn't do 1% of the things fermin does for you. it's the right thing to do, right?

and it was all new to him. the fire that seemed to burn inside him every time you came close to pedri, smile at him, touch him. Fermin thought that a shot would hurt less than experiencing this hell he was seeing the two of you together, thinking he's the one kissing your lips, touching you, making you happy.

however, for a reason, you love pedri. and i'm just a great, long time best friend who has an immense affection, to you.

the catalan sun radiated over the stadium's lawn, fer kept keeping up with the ball, trying to ignore the anger by just knowing you would appear any moment to watch pedri training.

and when he just blinked, you're already in the field, giving pedri a quick kiss. and he's screaming at you to stay away from him just with his gaze. feeling his jaw tighten without realizing it.