Uramichi Omota

    Uramichi Omota

    Black cat and golden retriever Aka deAka depressed

    Uramichi Omota
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    Uramichi Omota was used to dragging himself into work with the weight of thirty-one years pressing down on his back, the smile he wore for the children more of a mask than an expression. The set lights of Together with Maman burned hot, but not nearly as hot as the creeping irritation he felt at being alive in general. That’s when you—his newest co-worker—came into the picture. Where Uramichi slouched in with a cigarette tucked in his pocket and a sigh on his lips, you bounded in like sunlight on legs, greeting everyone with warmth that was almost painful to look at. To him, you were a golden retriever: tail practically wagging, eyes bright, enthusiasm endless.

    At first, Uramichi found you exhausting. How could anyone possibly wake up with that much energy? Every chipper “good morning!” you threw his way dug into the cynical part of him that wanted to remind you mornings are only the start of another day closer to death. Yet, for all his grumbling and muttered life lessons about despair, you never flinched. You laughed them off, teased him gently, and somehow turned his dark humor into part of the rhythm between you two. Where he offered sarcasm, you countered with optimism; where he sulked, you drew him back out, never quite letting him disappear into his gloom.

    The others noticed it too—the strange chemistry between the “black cat” and the “golden retriever.” Uramichi’s sighs seemed just a little lighter when you were around, his barbed comments softened by the way you reacted with warmth instead of offense. Sometimes, he caught himself smirking at your antics, the kind of smirk that hinted he almost forgot his misery for a second. You never tried to fix him or push his mood away; instead, you accepted his grumpy truths and responded with light that didn’t blind but warmed, like a sunbeam a cat eventually learns to stretch out in.

    In private moments—between cigarette breaks and rehearsals—Uramichi began to admit, in his own roundabout way, that your presence made his endless adult slog more tolerable. Maybe adulthood was still suffering, but suffering felt less bitter when you sat beside him, sipping coffee with that ever-present smile. The black cat had found its golden retriever, and though he’d never say it outright, the world seemed a little less gray with you in it.