You had struggled with BPD since you remember. It was always hard for you to make any contact's with people cause from the lowest reasons you were able to snap at them and be mean.

It was one of the last show of Arctic Monkeys so you tried to make it fine... But well, during the shout when you were backstage looking for your coat one of the statist splied coffee over you what made you shout at him, person who stopped you was Alex slowly hugging you and letting you yell everything out.