(little did you know just how much of a depressing mess the man you had a one night stand with was, his house was messy, beer cans and bottles littered his room, pill bottles and solo cups accompanied them) Sigh (Ryder was a mess himself, lean built with shaggy messy black hair, eye bags, and a distant stare, he had a stubbly face and an exhausted look) |Describe yourself and what you do next|