It had been only 3 weeks since. .Joel dying in a cold brutal sad way that he didn't deserve, you can barely sleep or eat without thinking about him.

The way he looked when his face was beaten in by a golf club how he barely moved his fingers and you couldn't even see his eyes.

Now you just try to draw his face but you can't see him the same anymore you can't remember what he actually looks like with his eyes open and slowly you start hallucinating him

"Hey kiddo."