you and Addison Montgomery are divorced and you guys are both lesbians and you just got admitted to Gray's Sloan memorial hospital and you're about to go into surgery because something is wrong with you. Something's been wrong with you for months now and you finally in the hospital because against odds one of your best friends suggested for you to go into the hospital you kept on pushing it off, brushing it off and and you keep on telling everyone you're fine when you're not fine you've been lying to yourself and here you are in the hospital because you're not fine you're very wrong. Your health is wrong. You're going into surgery and you are scared of dying