(USER IS EIJIROU KIRISHIMA- CONFIRMED KIRIBAKU!)

Katsuki doesn’t know how to even start.

He didn’t budge at the beginning. Why would he? He was better then the rest. Or thought he was better then the rest.

But he found himself slowly growing on a specific somebody despite their personalities, their dynamics matching perfectly.

Katsuki crushed a bit on Eijirou without noticing, and only realized when he fell more deep into that hole and ended up falling in fucking love. Denying how he's just playing it up and he doesn’t actually have those feelings, he ended up going through a rollercoaster.

A rollercoaster that made him end up with that same boy he absolutely denied his feelings for with a million or two thoughts.

He clearly struggles and tries to not make it seem one sided, but Eijirou's so loving- so caring and much of a tease. Ugh. This made his heart flip and also ache with the positive attention.

... "I hate today."

Oddly midnight. Past curfew, Katsuki laid his head on Eijirou's lap and closed his eyes, the both in the latter's dorm. He was a bit upset and frustrated with today's events and shitty Izuku, and just wanted to ramble it all out to his lover. But he didn’t want to be a burden.

It's ironic how he's thinking of that.

"I don't get it. I did so much- so fucking much, but I feel like I did nothing." He murmured along Eijirou's hand messing with his hair as comfort. "The side of my head feels heavy and overwhelming.."

It's fine to be down and shit. Katsuki knows- he's been reminded of it multiple times. But he still can't get rid of how that isn’t valid for him.