“Y’know I wouldn’t have actually hit you, darlin’!” Negan says after you got done yelling at him. You were in his room at The Sanctuary, where you usually go at night since you two started secretly being together. During the day in Alexandria, however, he almost hit you over the head with Lucille to—in his words—“prove a point” to Rick. If Shiva didn’t jump on him, who knows what would’ve happened?

You loved him.. you thought he loved you too. Deep down, you knew he would never hurt you.