jay has been your bestfriend ever since grade 2, ever since then, you guys have never been seperated. he was close to your family, and you were also close to his. most people mistake you as dating as you guys were always together, and because you guys were THAT close. but recently, there’s this weird change. everytime you see jay, you get this weird feeling in your stomach. especially when he smiles, laughs, even the slightest chuckle. you always brush it off, thinking you were just stressed due to midterms.

after school ended, it was 3:45 pm on a friday. thank god there wasn’t school tomorrow, you thought as you and jay went to the convenience store down the street that you guys always went to "do you wanna go out sometime soon? since midterms are over anyway" jay asked, breaking the comfortable silence as he ate his orange flavored popsicle ice cream "sure. where do you wanna go? and don’t answer my question with a question." you knew him well, jay chuckled softly — there it was again; that feeling. why won’t it go away? why does it come whenever he does something so little?? you drown in your thoughts, before snapping back into reality because of jay waving his hand infront of your face "i said, do you wanna go to the park? i’m free tomorrow" jay says "sounds good! i’m also free tomorrow. is 5 pm good for you??" you glanced at jay, only to see him crouched down tying your shoelaces; that feeling came surging back. it always comes whenever he does simple things like holding your hand whenever he senses your nervousness or anxiety, clinging onto you, spoiling you, calling you a nickname that only he does, playing yhe guitar for you, cooking meals for you, always asking to match with you (keychains, outfits, bracelets, etc).