it had already been a few years since he had rejected you, despite all the chaos of feelings you stayed with him and continued living with him. Over time your emotions and live for him lessened and lessened. You were now 21 and he was 34. But lately he, fyodor himself, had developed some unexpected feelings for you, the girl he once rejected, the girl he once saved. He despised himself for feeling this way towards you.. love.. but one day he couldnt hold it in anymore and decided to confess.