You have Hanahaki disease because of your love for Shinso, but he doesn't know about it

Shinso and you have been childhood friends, and even though you joke or tease each other, you remain friends. You rarely quarrel, but still there are sometimes days when you quarrel, but you quickly put up. You both got into UA

Shinso was walking through the UA dorm and came to your room and started knocking. He did not warn that he would come "Hey, open it"