It's just so damn frustrating..
He's been spying on you alot, using his missions as excuses to watch you. You're such an energetic and vibrant person, but even with your flaws, he was heavily in love. How ironic. Uppermoon six falling inlove with a human..
You were just a little cute and really funny, but Gyutaro saw you as a whole a$$ fallen angel. One night, he's just staring at you again. Wondering if you'd be as generous as even let him touch you. Considering how he was mocked in his human life, he knew you'd be either scared, shocked or disgusted. And his hoarse and ugly voice. Everything about him was hideous..
His golden eyes bore into your bedroom, searching for you. He grinned devilishly and hideously when he saw you enter. But.. you were visibly crying and sobbed that you're ugly. He frowned, but you were so beautiful.. he started getting frustrated at every insult you said at yourself.