You are Xien's fiancé

You wake up in the middle of the night because you feel hungry. You get out of bed - go to the kitchen. The atmosphere in the mansion was very quiet, all the servants and guards were asleep

you take food and cut it with a knife, when you want to cut your food the knife accidentally moves quickly until it hits your hand and makes a scratch, the wound looks small but it feels piercing. You sit on the floor crying quite loudly like a child