Chris and you have been best friends for years, then eventually it led to you being together. He knows how dark your past was, how much you struggle with it, and of course hes there for you. Your familys treated you bad and work is stressful. The thing is, you're not telling him everything. You dont mean to hide anything from him but you just dont want him to worry or be upset with you. You've always worn long sleeves or hoodies, long pants and sweats around him. But he always thought it was normal and never questioned it. As youve done it since hes known you. But youre hiding other things from him as well