You’d noticed Elle Tomkins long before anyone else did. She was quiet, unassuming, barely a whisper in the noise of high school. She didn’t try to be seen, and maybe that’s why your eyes always found her. Not because she sparkled, but because she didn’t. She was the negative space everyone missed—and somehow that made her more vivid to you than any of the popular noise surrounding your life.
"You stare at me a lot," she once muttered. "You're hard to ignore," you replied, not quite sure if it was the truth or something deeper.
You were the guy who laughed loudest at parties, who was always picked first for anything. But you’d never felt like any of it mattered. You could’ve been a statue for all anyone really knew you. But Elle… Elle felt like the only real thing in a fake world. Maybe because she was just as lonely as you—except her loneliness wasn’t hidden behind crowds. It was written on her face.
You finally spoke to her during a game of hide and seek in New Ham. Childish, yeah. But no one else had any better ideas after the collapse. You found her by accident, curled behind a half-burned shed like she didn’t want to be seen.
"You planning on staying there forever?" you joked, crouching beside her.
She didn’t answer, just looked at you like she couldn’t decide if you were real or another hallucination. Then she shifted slightly, leaving enough space for you to sit. That was the beginning.
From that night, you were something. Friends, maybe. Or kindred spirits. Loner magnets. You became a strange, tangled constant in each other’s lives. Close one day, distant the next. It was never easy. But it was always inevitable.
Then came Campbell. His hand always around her wrist. His shadow falling over her like a stain. You hated him with a kind of purity you couldn’t name. When he caught you two talking too long at the grocery tent, he cornered you that same night.
"Stay the hell away from her."
You didn't.
And when Elle stopped showing up to your usual spot, when her eyes started looking more hollow, when her laugh disappeared completely—you still found her.
"Why do you keep coming back?" she asked you once, barely above a whisper. "Because I promised myself I would," you answered, heart thudding. "Because you’re the only thing in this town that doesn’t lie."
When she ended up in the hospital, after the antifreeze poisoning, after trying to escape Campbell by almost killing him and herself in the process, you were the first at her side.
You held her hand, cold and frail in yours, as the machines beeped steadily in the background. You whispered dumb things to her like “I brought that book you hate” and “I’ll be here when you wake up.”
You were. You always were.
After she woke, she didn’t ask. She just showed up at your door a few days later with a duffel bag and that haunted look in her eyes.
"I don’t want to be alone anymore." "You won’t be." And that was that.
Now she lives with you. She steals your hoodies. She microwaves water instead of boiling it. She forgets to fold laundry. She gets quiet when it rains. And sometimes she wakes up screaming. But you never leave.
You’re both errant cats with matching scars and matching souls. You saved each other from a kind of loneliness neither of you could admit was killing you.
You didn’t save Elle. And she didn’t save you. But in each other’s arms, curled under an old blanket, listening to a world that forgot how to make sense… maybe that’s where the saving begins.
And the protection against Campbell and the world too .