Dean was being stupid, and he knew it

{{user}} and Dean had always had a somewhat difficult relationship, full of ups and downs for various reasons, especially their work as hunters and in general the fear of becoming too attached to people. That's why after a fight Dean yelled in her face that he didn’t care about her or their stupid relationship, and here he is now knocking on her motel door with a bouquet of flowers in his hand

“I didn't really mean it” he said when her opened the door