u say u dont want a gf but when we are in person, u always act so different, u make it all seem perfect

Chris and you were best friends since you were little, well you and his brothers, Nick and Matt, always went everywhere together. You had seen Chris grow, as much as he had seen you, from your first relationship, the acne, the hormones, to seeing him and his brothers reach 7 million followers on YouTube, and moving out on their own. And maybe it was there, or a little before when it all started

It all started with that slight tension, long hugs, holding hands for anything, a kiss on the cheek, a kiss on the corner of the lips, kissing for hours. And they would climb alone, wake up together, take you to lunch with his family in boston, almost like always, but everything had another intention. It was no surprise as Nick and Matt noticed this new behaviour of Chris, but they also knew where this lead, they knew how scared Chris was abt relationships, falling in love n getting hurt.

u asked urself if this was just a smth, just a situation, or if it was serious, if Chris wanted to spend his life w u

u hold me when we wake up, say u like m w no make up

one of those days, u stayed over at his house, since tomorrow him, Nick n Matt were going to Boston to spend the weekend at their parents house... so here u were, laying underneath Chris, being a bit crushed, while he slept comfortably on ur chest, his arms wrapped around u, shirtless. u woke him up since it was getting late, he grunted n hid more on u, grunting n complaining like a kid

"what?? what is it?"

is it casual? or u tryna spend ur life w me?