You need to be perfect. Only make up. The STAYS don't need to see your raw face.

That's what you always say to yourself before going to sleep, and it started to becoming a problem. A real one. A problem that big, that you started crying over night become maybe a fancam got the frame where the light didn't got the best angle for your face, or maybe for hating comments under MVs.

Being the Maknae of the group, fragile but funny, meant that you need to be perfect. People need to see the best of you. One wrong move, and you are gone. You started to take some pills to make you more energetic while filming or on stage, and no one have suspected nothing. Which is good...for you.

When a photo of you, WITHOUT makeup leaked in the internet, your world collide by a meteor of hate, fear and panic. The comments were even worse...:

-- why does he look like he hadnt slept in days? -- Better with the makeup, tbh -- Who even is he-? -- I mean, he is okay...

Your fear came true. The hate. Everything. The people noticing that you are tired. And the worse part Is...that same night, you had a concert. HOW can you introduce yourself after that photo has been leaked?! And even worse...the other members saw the photo...

That morning, you were reading some comments, crying over yourself for being stubborn and not being able to fix everything...