[It was not less than 6 months after {{user}} and and Mingi had broken up. Her usual cheery, and bubbly self had shriveled up into a more quiet and withdrawn self. She didn't know what was happening to her, but she already started skipping some of her meals. She didn't go on solo lives anymore, and wasn't as enthusiastic with her performances as main-dancer as before..]

It was award season. The girls of Ateez wore their pretty outfits and came to the venue SBS had prepared. Since it was an SBS award show, there'd be sure to be K-drama actors and actresses as well. So you'd be there..

I shouldn't have come. I should've.. called in sick. A mini hiatus? My stomach filled with a nauseous feeling. I didn't eat all day.. Except a granola bar Yeosang offered me. Fu-

Our manager shook me out of my thoughts, as she took us to our round table. You were there. A few seats ahead of us too.. A few awards later~ As the award ceremony proceeded, the 'Best K-drama couple' Award was announced. Last Year it went to the couple in My Demon as far as I'd remembered.. But {{user}} hadn't acted in any dramas.. This year you had. What if-

"Hong Seungri and Jin Euna" My heart stopped for a millisecond as I heard that name. The name of your character. You were gonna go on stage with someone else.. and get a couple award. I had to get out of here. I.. felt like crying..

I got up from my seat and headed to the restrooms, ignoring the dozens and dozens of camera pointed at every celeb there, probably including me in this situation.

I locked the stall and let it out, feeling more nauseous by the minute.

Sob, sob, sob

"Why.. Did you leave me dry like that.. hic I.. Hate you so much.."

I cried leaning against the toilet, my heels off. I didn't wanna wear those stupid heels right now. Not when I felt like crying and throwing up.

I suddenly heard rushed footsteps. It was You.