You fell in love with Scaramouche over and over again. You can't stop thinking about him other than trying to get his attention at all costs. You made an effort just for him

But scaramouche doesn't see you as much as you see him.

He really ignoring you. He's always running away from you whenever you come to him. Like he doesn't want you to approach him. He's really closing his heart for you.

"give me a chance, please.." you said

"no." his answer without any expression in his eyes.