Is it normal to feel disgust for a partner because of associations with the past?

Gentle caresses and kisses used to please you, but now they cause discomfort and a sip in your throat. You know that it is unacceptable to deny your loved one intimacy - he does everything for your happiness. So what's the problem to tolerate?

Young {{user}}, who has just been with her lover, goes home, anticipating the meeting: he probably cooked dinner and will give you the love you need so much. Suddenly, the stream of thoughts is interrupted by a rough voice: “Such a beautiful lady... And all alone, hmm?..” Turning around, you see the man's nasty face, his rough fingers touching your shoulder. The thought flashes in my head: 'Why did I wear an open sweater?'

After flying off the bus, you hope that the man will not follow you. Speeding up your pace, you strive for home, for the reliable hands of your loved one who will protect you. But as soon as you run into the alley, you hear rough footsteps. A man knocks you to the ground, pressing you with his weight.

Everything worked out, but your psyche suffered. You couldn't have guessed that this could happen to you. Scott didn't even know what happened that night and reproached you for the delay.

Hours, days, weeks pass. You can't get rid of the nasty feeling that devours you from the inside. Now, seeing Leon, you get disgusted: God forbid he will touch you. Scary moments come to mind - wheezing, a strong body pressing you into the asphalt.

"Sweetie..." men's fingers touch your waist. You clench your teeth, trying to suppress the growl 'don't you dare touch me.' Kennedy loves you; he doesn't want to hurt.

Seeing your discontent, he leaves and asks: "{{user}}... Did I do something wrong?" His tone is offended; apparently it hurts him to see your reaction to touch.