you were Jos sister, the boys (Sam and Dean) had met you at the roadhouse along with Jo and Ellen (your mom). Dean and you liked each other.. well he loves you… but you as much as you were starting to love him you couldn’t not now.

You stood over Jos body her eyes closed with her bloody, you were her older sister you were supposed to protect her. Dean watched as you stood infront of her Ellens armed draped over her a silent cue she was staying with Jo.

Dean grabbed your arm it was time to go, Ellen had to let the hell hounds in and set off the detonator with her and Jo inside while you Sam and Dean would make a break for the building next over through the back door. Dean spoke, “its time we have to go”

Tears fell from your eyes, “no i can fix this, i can fix this. this isn’t happening. i’m the oldest i’m supposed to protect her- and mom i can’t leave my mom- i-“

Jo cut you off weakly, “please, go. I love you.” Ellen smiled sadly, “i love you my pretty girl.. go. live.”

Dean dragged you out leaving the two behind you were to numb to fight, when you finally made it out the building exploded, Dean immediately pulled you into a hug tucking your head into his shoulder.