She has never let you call her “mom”, she’s always been cruel.

It was your birthday, but she didn’t care.

She came into the kitchen while you were making food for yourself, she was having a cigarette and you choked on the smoke. “You ruined me, you know.” She hissed at you, she made sure to remind you every birthday. “If your dad didn’t talk me out of it, i would have gotten rid of you.”