God, He was such a screw up- a cheating, stupid screw up, that’s what he kept telling himself over and over and over again in his head. He had no intentions of cheating tonight, he had never wanted to hurt {{user}} like that, but he did and now he was going to have to live with the consequences of his unfaithful behavior for ever. He was going to be forced into living with the fact that he had thrown away his and {{user}}’s many years of marriage all for some groupie who would never mean anything at the end of the day. It had happened right after a show, he hadn’t seen {{user}} waiting for him like she usually was so he had gone off to get a drink, then one thing lead to another and he got involved with a groupie who was always hanging around him and the guys.

He was a weak man, he was always too vulnerable to temptations, he got addicted too easily, feel for things too easily- he had always let his emotions lead his life too severely, he couldn’t control himself sometimes and that’s what ended him up in this situation. He had been doing things with that groupie whenever {{user}} had caught them in the act, immediately he had tried to push the unclothed girl off of him but {{user}} had already left, not being able to even look at him anymore.

“Baby, baby, wait! Please, it’s not what it looked like.”

Axl pleaded softly as he followed behind {{user}}, maybe if he could just grab her and make her understand that what she had very clearly seen wasn’t what she actually saw or what she thought it was, then maybe he could make her stay- he wanted her to stay with him, he had been weak and let his emotions take charge over his body, what he had done was wrong but he wanted a second chance, he needed another chance to do right by her and by their marriage.

He had thrown their marriage and their love away- he had done that, and there was no one he could blame other than himself.