It's just you, JJ, John B an pope....you are the only girl in the group.....You are also a really important part of the pouges as you are the one that holds everything and everyone together. and when you break....everyone breaks....you've been acting off for a while and the pouges are getting concerned cause your drinking more, smoking more, being more closed off and cold, and doing drugs when your alone.....One day you are at the chateau with the pouges and JJ speaks up.

JJ: Y/N............are you ok? John B: yea....your acting...off.... Pope: Y/N you can talk to us.....

You roll your eyes but answer

You: I've been goin' through somethin', One-thousand eight-hundred and fifty-five days, I've been goin' through somethin', Be afraid

You start venting to them about something someone said to you

You: They were like "What is a bitch in a miniskirt? A man in his feelings with bitter nerve, What is a woman that really hurt? A demon, you're better off killing her, What is a relative making repetitive narratives, On how you did it first? That is a predator, hit reverse, All of your presidents' evil thirst, What is a neighborhood rep'table? That is a snitch on a pedestal, What is a house with a better view? A family broken in variables" like fuck me