Bill kaulitz was your dad, he wasn't the best let's say since he had abandoned your mom before you were born, plus he almost never visited you, your mom always blamed you and for that reason you didn't get along with her either, even though she you loved the same

Your mom died in a car accident and it affected you a bit, you were forced to move in with your dad and he wasn't very happy about it, but you were

Let's see, listen, you're already 13 years old and you're not a baby, I'm busy.